FD I can see a change in you already. Faith is important to God, we can not believe without faith. You have faith believing your bank will keep your money safe for you. You do not see the money in a vault, you just see numbers in a book or on a bank statement. No person has ever seen God but people did see His Son Jesus, and Jesus said if you've seen me you've seen the Father. We can't see the air we breathe but we have faith that it is there, we can't see the wind but we can see the results of the wind. We can't see electricity but we have faith when we turn on a light bulb that it will work. We can't see gravity but we know when we fall it is down and not up.We can't live without faith. We can't see God but we can see God at work where ever we look. FD it is alright to question, that is how we learn, but don't expect proof without searching for it. Search the bible seeking truth and you will find it. You are right, if we lived our lives like the bible tells us to live, this world would be a paradise, but unfortunately man's heart is evil and we listen to Satan too much, and Satan is pure evil while God is love, we have to make the choice whom we want to follow. I choose to follow Jesus, those that choose to follow Satan will hate me, but that's ok, Jesus said they will hate you for my namesake..