God, please tell me
What's the point of living
There's no everlasting hope
Or holy saint to forgive me

I think about this every day .

A philosophy called nillisn...which says, why does existence even matter, when we remember nothing..

For example, George Washington has no idea he ever existed, that he was first president of the United State s, that he pioneered America.

He's just gone. It's a pulverizing thought