Originally Posted by JAPOV
God forgives me.

The Devil condemns me.

The atheist laughs at me.

The "Self Righteous" hold me to an impossible standard...

I try to give as good as I get.

There is a more accurate reality than you want to believe.
You post this over and over.

The self-righteous one is you, as evidenced by the fact that you post this over and over. You are not some persecuted martyr. You simply get your rudeness handed back to you.
The coarseness of many of your actions is contrary to the most basic NT Christian principles, Do-unto-others, forgiveness, temperance, etc.
You complain that Ben is disrupting your right to enjoyment here, but you have disrupted many people's right to enjoyment for years.
You have even been weaponized Bible passages in your war against Ben in his song threads.

Your actions do not enhance the perception of Christianity to an onlooker. Frankly, you bring disgrace to it.

You seem to be part of an angry, right-fringe, racist cult that cloaks itself in righteousness, to justify whatever they do.