Hi Glynda

Now I see the picture Glynda, thanks for sharing what happened to your Mom with me. You are a beautiful soul Glynda, and I'm very proud of you, and I feel honored to know you.

You know Glynda, it's like my Psychologist said to me, the best professional people attempt suicide, and suicide, Police, counselors, Doctors, nurses, it's like she said, something traumatic happens, and they just snap. I snapped, it's understandable, but now I know their is ways to help yourself, I went to hypnosis last year, and for the first time, I didn't relive being raped, and that was the biggest gift of life that she gave me, imaginable. I'm Okay.

As to medications, they made it worse for me, and I got through all these last thirteen years with out anything except counselling, my Doctor, family, friends in which helped me also.

I am going to go back to hypnosis again just before August, so to make sure I don't relive it ever again. It's the most scariest and painful feeling going back to that memory, and I don't want to feel that ever again.

It took me a long time to understand what was happening to me, senses of months, days, that I could of been at work, and all of a sudden I'd get a panic attack, or anxiety for no reason. But I know now it was for a reason, every time my ex traumatized me, or others would hurt me, my body would relive those trauma's without me even being aware of it.

I pray your song helps others too Glynda.

Special hug, Lv always your friend Michele


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