Hi Glynda

Well I was going to bed, until I seen this in the shout box. frown

I never seen this before, and I want to say I'm sorry Glynda, that you had to go through that at such a very young age.

I don't know what was going through your Moms mind Glynda, all I can tell you is from my own experience, that when I'd attempted suicide, I was Mentally off the planet. I never planned it, never thought about suicide ever my whole life, or did I ever think that I would go to a place that I couldn't see anything else but death.

1997 to 1998 I was in and out of Psychiatric units, and it was hard on my children, and I beat myself up for a very long time on how it effected my children. After lots of counselling, I don't beat myself up, my ex was hurting me real bad, that all I could feel was pain, and I couldn't see anything else, but death.

When I read over the diary when I was mentally sick, and no that wasn't me at all, this is me, writing to you to see if I can help in any way, to give my friend some peace, cause your Mom did love you Glynda, I have no doubt in my mind, yep, now I'm in tears, cry and struggling to write anymore. frown

Big hugs Michele


Last edited by Michele Bolton; 04/11/11 11:04 AM.