Hi Everette

I do ask God, not as much as I probably should, cause I believe he is right beside me anyway. My beliefs are probably not as strong as yours, cause I believe God will be with me where ever I go, and what I ever I do in my life, and I don't feel I need to prey everyday, as God will always guide me.

Also after what I experienced before, and when I lost control back in 1997, all I can say, weather it was God, or Guardian Angel, I don't know, I am happy they helped me through.

The bad apples, they won't be going to a nice place when they die, as they have to face God.

Today, I went to my workplace to do a course of how to use our coffee machine, and we where all standing behind the bar, and I for some reason looked over at the gaming machines, and there was a fellow holding his Mum, saying Mum, Mum, are you alright, I went over quickly, and she wasn't moving, and her eyes where wide open, and then her eyes just closed, I thought she had gone. I said to my work colleagues, quickly ring for an ambulance, I was saying to others, can someone help me get her off the stool, and help me to get her onto the ground as her son was shaking to bad & in shock, so the fellow who was running the coarse, quickly helped me to get her on the ground, and we put her into the recovery position, still not moving, I said to myself then, please God don't let her die. You know what, she all of a sudden opened her eyes, started talking to us, and I was amazed. She was taken to the hospital, and I prey she is okay.

You know Everette, I thought of your song, God picked another flower today, but it wasn't her time yet hah. Thanks God!

Back when I was in my early thirties, I witnessed my aunty die, and her eyes I can still remember. When I lost control in 1997 I got really bad flash backs of the ordeal, and I said to my counselor, what is wrong with me, why am I getting these flash backs, I'm going crazy. With lots of counseling, I realized I had never dealt with it at the time, I put it away with the rest of my pain that had happened in my life. Well it hit me like a ton of BRICKS, in 1997.

Everything that hurt me, I never cried, never got angry, didn't talk about it, and when I did, those who I trusted, hurt me even worse.

I will continue to prey, and a big hug & thanks Everett.

Your Aussie friend

Michele






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