Good morning Everette

I do believe there is some one there, cause of what I experienced. Before I lost control, I woke with a fright one night, and a tall man was standing at the end of my bed, and when I looked at him he turned away. I was so frightened by it, I jumped out of bed and went through the whole house shaking really bad, thinking he was in my house. Also another night just before I lost control, he was there again, I was a little girl walking with him, holding his hand skipping along, but what was really scarey, I was looking back at myself laying there as an adult, dressed in white, with the biggest light around me, the wind was blowing, and I thought I was dead, and I thought I was nuts.

Today, I have a diary, that I kept, as my ex that hurt me really bad, he actually wrote about me in this diary. Pretty sick!

When I lost control, I had found this diary at some point, and I also wrote in this diary, retaliated my anger, wrote about what was happening, the hurt and the confusion, and what I was feeling & happening to me at that time. Reading this diary today, I was so unwell and out of control, I am so grateful I had the Medical help that I got. Also, in this diary I talk about that man standing over my bed etc.

Now, I believe, maybe, it was God, telling me, to let my child hood abuse rest in peace, and he will guide me through the huge pain, that I was about to go through. I have never seen or experienced that man there ever again.

So Everette, weather it's God, or Guardian Angel, I probably won't ever know that until I die.


Your Aussie friend Michele


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