I did not want to bump this thread but since Mike Healy put my name on it already smile

I am beyond sick of my problem and myself at this point, actually I was a few years ago already. Nevermind 14 years.
I don't even want to talk about it anymore... It's just I know I have friends here who genuinely care about me and have my best interests at heart and in mind.
I get a PMs or an email from some of you, so this kinda lets a few of my friends here all at once know what's happening.

John Daubert comes tomorrow to take me back out his way to Trenton NJ, We are going to see Doctor #58 now.
I just want to say that I have blood relatives many who don't even have a clue as to what I'm up to. Yet my friend who I met HERE helps me time after time.

Really man, who spends there days or any amount of time concerned about YOU? Thinking about how they can help you!
Like Moms do! So the appreciation is deep from my end.

My last doctor #57, Nice man!!! told me that he believes I have a Neurological degenerative disease of some kind. No name yet, no answer, but he gave me a referral to another doctor. A Neuro Muscular Specialist...

You know me, and how I word things, so I say to the last doctor.
"You mean, all that lifting and bending with those 300 lb tires, and the jackhammering for all those years in all weather including below zero... did not cause or contribute to this problem?"


The doctor says - "No! I'd say a 3% chance out of 100"

I says - "Okay then so if I were like the Pharaoh of Egypt, and was the prince of Egypt all my life before that, and girls were bathing me, and rubbing me down with oils, and fanning me with feathers and hand feeding me grapes all day everyday, I'd STILL have this problem?"

Doctors says - "Okay Maybe a 4% chance" smile LOL

I had to DRILL the point, besides I could not believe it.
I shouldn't be joking and all and It's scary losing the ability to stand on my own and walk, as is the case now but I know there are countless people worse off, and I feel for them. Every night I pray for others and only for strength and courage for myself to deal, and my prayers have been answered everyday.

Lets see what #58 has to say tomorrow, and thank God for John.
And my many friends here.

All the best
Mike


Thanks!
Peace Mike
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