I meant no harm, but I think that phrase is just pretentious naval gazing. I knew it hurt to bump my head when I was 3.

if you're looking for body-cam footage of God, you're not going to get it. But reason teaches it, as well as the most reliable written document. Creation and the Scriptures are like the best song in the universe...creation is the melody, the Bible specifies what the melody is expressing.

Lastly, God wants us to live by faith. That's how we show what's in our hearts, which is what Adam and Eve did by disobeying under ideal conditions, and what Jesus did by remaining sinless under the most arduous conditions imaginable, which He volunteered for. (see also Job 1 & 2 for a sterling example of an imperfect man's integrity.)

Nashville demos etc:

https://www.soundclick.com/bands3/default.cfm?bandID=431939

other demos:

https://soundcloud.com/wabash-cannibal

Amazon Kindle books by Robert George you may enjoy:

1) Americana

2) Teenage Graceland

3) The Will to Be

4) Fort Mystery

5) Wheel Sea

6) My One True Love