Hi Bill,

There's a lot of us struggling with questions such as you have. My pastor says "It's all in God's plan". Like you, my life hasn't gone the way I wanted it to. I'm definately not where I wanted to be at 63. There's things I've wanted to do but it never happened the way I wanted it to so I'm still working and struggling to get by.

I'm sorry to hear of the loss of so many in your family especially your children. I've lost family members too. Two of my sisters, one was on Christmas Eve three years ago. Then that sister's youngest daughter passed away this past Thanksgiving day. she was only 44. Sure makes the holidays lousy. Enjoy the family you have left, love on them all you can and make as many good memories as you can. Remember, they were God's children before they were ours. He lent them to us for a certain amount of time. "We'll Understand It All By And By". God bless.

Myrtle
Myrtle

Myrtle Blankenship