Hi Marla,
I think we spend half our lives questioning ourselves, our motives, our deservedness of good things in life. I think it is healthy to ask these kinds of questions. It's only when we think we know all the answers that we get into trouble.
" I know perfection is impossible "
Maybe so, but you're gettin real close.

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Rick