My 2 cents:

You're not having fun.

Until you learn to ENJOY using your gift, you're going to keep trying to repress it.

I'd recommend having a talk with those demons of doubt (or whichever demons are holding you back) and telling them to "sod off".

Your voice will obey what your mind tells it to do. So--what ARE you afraid of? (We usually make more out of things than they really are. Most people don't care HALF as much about stuff as we THINK they do...)

So FACE whatever it is; tell it who's boss; and then go have FUN with what God has blessed you with!!!

I'm pullin' for you!!!

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