In only mutual disregard
My heart still gambles
Yearning to live and love again
In the sundered shambles

The old habits remain
Though my heart is done breaking
I still hear that voice
Screaming it hates me
The damage is done
The battlefield is empty
Can’t find the fault line
Love became the enemy

I once would have died
For a feeling to remain
Then I died inside
When I felt no pain
Never more alone
Than living with hate
Now yesterday’s gone
But it’s too late

No bridge left to burn
In no man's land.....

In only mutual disregard
My heart still gambles
Yearning to live and love again
In the sundered shambles....