SPIRITS
Many spirits within my heart, all screaming for a simultaneous release, as if my psyche could take that kind of stress

Traumas are to be experienced by those who have the developed the confidence, tenacity and necessary toughness to endure and come up having learned something........I did, many years ago

She is there, tucked away safely, where she settled so long ago, but I cannot seem to conjure her to the surface......To retreat deep within myself and find her is bliss.....

However, I am stuck in this place where one's repression is considered to be so much more than life itself....

So empty without the tangible presence there beside me...And apparently, will remain so, indefinitely?

Only on the surface, for looking deep within finds me not wishing so much for a companion, but a perpetual, reliable presence.........

I would be fine on my own, to be sure, but to share the journey would be a luxury, indeed

To have known love and lost… The wound left open, festering…..

Also, she is there, a million miles away, and I must embark upon a journey to find her hands, her kiss, her love....

I am the one whose roots are undefined, incomplete...Nomadic, wanderer, like the wind....A pagan without bounds or ties

A very dangerous threat to those who cannot or will not even try to breach their confining limitations to explore the unknown

Experiences, acquaintances, adventures untold...

The imagined, hopefully reachable completion of my journey holds promise for the purging of negative, dangerous spirits, banishing them back to the Hell from whence they came...

Which somehow must include a relocation to parts as yet unseen, a place of sunshine and unending joy

The absolute luxury of freedom to breathe is elusive, and seemingly impossible to touch, yet I must never tire of my search to claim that which I know I so desperately need...

Reality is a swift and silent killer, I prepare for the unknown ahead, I have visualized my travels, but still.....the journey remains

Emotions, feelings, all contribute to my efforts to achieve that end.
I cannot, I will not allow myself to exist in any other state or condition any longer, I've suffered enough.....



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