June 11, 2004......
for a personality who's said i got the coldest eyes
your own impressions bout me,
your words truth realized
maybe it was to get my friend to realize
i ain't the coldest of all the guys
maybe it was your own impression of me
intended for just yourself and your own company
well it was the message in cmt i left
bout gettin out to nashville and do my best
well that phone call never came so what did i know
who am i to realize you'd been at my 5 minute show
ya i was standing there with a friend
said "gee that is shania" her standing next to some men
but then again, everyone has got a twin
so again, i would've known had my phone been ringing
that email sent or not its what i was missing
now i ain't just singling you out
it's always me i hear with no doubt
privacy and sincerety bout this whole mess i'm in
just my way of needing a quick change again
time is running out and i've got somewhere to be
heading into to trouble yes indeed me
hey that is just how and all my life does go
a private public living history show
man, i'd add more but you get the picture
i'm only getting older and no richer
sure i could've put it all together and then
last night might've been different altogether again
just like me to walk on out
when my personal life is what i'm thinking about
so fast these words flow with no meaning of this time
like i'm writing a future from this history in mind
it ain't just the signs of the moments past
it ain't just the words from someone else at last
its the mere spoken truth it's what i want to know
the feeling you'd get if you'd only answer so
you know i can't find the words that here would go
now i ain't just singling you out
it's always me i hear with no doubt
privacy and sincerety bout this whole mess i'm in
just my way of needing a quick change again
time is running out and i've got somewhere to be
heading into to trouble yes indeed me
hey that is just how and all my life does go
a private public living history show
sure i swear and call you names
lots of people with much to gain
listen to me and do as i say
in the end you'd be getting what you wanted
all the same
last night its just like i always knew
here at home we'd have an interruption or two
wanted or not, its like i always say
there's the phone and call me right away
just knowing isn't always enough
verbalizing words of truth means so much
your real name anywhere so i may find
something called a piece of mind
its just like this world to do as i don't want
so from me, i guess its just too much
to ask of life and its simplicity
according to the words spoken by me
now i ain't just singling you out
it's always me i hear with no doubt
privacy and sincerety bout this whole mess i'm in
just my way of needing a quick change again
time is running out and i've got somewhere to be
heading into to trouble yes indeed me
hey that is just how and all my life does go
a private public living history show
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rough draft or not, it took about 10 minutes to draft up the last 24 hours
and life in general
W. K. Mahler Music Publishing Co. ASCAP (not listed there either)
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I was out and about (rarity these days) while living up the road a bit from
Harry's Blues Bar of Hyannis. I'd been out (well surfing) the net looking
to find someone to collaborate with in a song of mine, "Say". Well,
wouldn't you know it, as my wife Leonda and I were over at the far right of
the seating (actually standing room only that night) area of Harry's and as
the band played, from where we were in the front corner (almost) up walks
these three people and well, if there were ever a defining moment where
idiocy and I were one in the same, it came as I said to Leonda "she looks
just like Shania Twain". Idiocy, if you wonder why, it's because it was her
with two friends. The three people walked up and we were less than an arms
reach from each other, they facing us, us facing them. We all just stood
there, listening to the band, looking each other all over and after ten
minutes (when idiocy became more of a reality) Leonda and I went home, by
ourselves. Now, is that idiocy or what? I had updated my website yesterday
with a coment about Mrs. Twain and well, over 10 minutes ago or so, decided
to take a gander at her newsgroup alt.fan.shania-twain. The first topic was
where to find her new video "I Ain't No Quitter" from her Greatest
Hits is where learned of it, only in audio, there is no mention of video at
her official site (yet). I had not been to that group or her site in a
long, long time. Anyways, I found the lyrics to her song at
www.cowboylyrics.com (or is that net) and I did that for the lyrics weren't
at her site.
www.shaniatwain.com To just know, to be where someone else is, the voice and or vision, just go
there, she'll and or he will be there, as intended, yet don't go, its the
choice, infinitism of the now and or to be.
The delicacy and solidity of human emotion and the delicacy and solitidy of
absolute spoken verbal truth interwoven together, a virtual reality yin yang
William K. Mahler, Owner
http://www.mahlers.com World Media Host Com & More
